My Father, My Mentor, My Hero

My father, Richard Beaman, was a man of strong character. He didn’t do anything meekly – he did everything to the tenth power.

When I was growing up my dad worked as an electrician during the day, at night he attended law school, and on the weekends he worked construction. He had a strong work ethic.

If he wanted something, he set his sights on it and did not stop until his goals were realized.

He was a powerful force of energy – kind of like a locomotive.

After years of night school, he achieved his goal and became a lawyer. He continued working full time, as a lawyer, until he was eighty years old. The only reason my father stopped working was due to a stroke that forced him into immediate retirement.

Actually, it wasn’t one stroke that put him out of work. It was a series of strokes, about eight or nine, in a row, that finally stopped him in his tracks. Work was important to my dad and he instilled that same ethic in me.

Sophocles said, “Without labor, nothing prospers.”

My father grew up during the great depression. He told me that his family was poor. So poor, in fact, that at one point his parents didn’t have enough money to feed the family and pay the rent. When the landlord came knocking, they just packed up and moved to a new apartment. He said they moved about twenty times in a three-year period.

The only time we moved when I was growing up, was when my dad moved us into a larger home than the one we were living in.  After that, he gave us a second home in East Marion, Long Island – a summer house.  

Unlike my father’s upbringing, I felt a sense of stability; we always had a roof over our heads.

During the great depression my father knew hunger. My brothers and sister, and I, never knew hunger.  My father not only provided us with food, he provided us with an ABUNDANCE of food.  We had three refrigerators! One “regular” refrigerator containing everyday food, one deep freezer where we kept frozen foods and meats, and a third refrigerator filled with cases of tiramisu, chocolate layer cake, cheesecake, and of course, Grolsch, Becks and Sam Adams.

He loved to relax with a cold beer after a hard day’s work.

Dad also threw a yearly superbowl party and invited 75-100 people, but he would purchase food for about 200.

My brother-in-law, Lyndon would say, “Mr. Beaman don’t get so much food. It’ll go to waste.”

“Don’t worry, people will take stuff home with them,” Dad said.

After the superbowl party, my father would get angry if guests didn’t stuff their pockets with sandwiches or take a plate of something, or even an entire cheesecake.

My father taught me great lessons about generosity.

Every year, around the holidays, I watched him mix egg yolks, heavy cream, and chocolate syrup, with bottles of scotch and whiskey.  His homemade Bailey’s Irish Cream was strong as heck! Just like him. He would take gallons of that high-octane stuff up to the courthouse and share it with his co-workers. It made him happy to share. And, of course it made everyone at the courthouse happy to get buzzed on “Beaman’s brew.”

My father was filled with wit and sarcasm and he played the part of racist, anti-semite, and male chauvinist really well. As President of the he-man-woman-haters club, his annual superbowl party came with a list of rules. One was that women (or wenches, as he affectionately called them) were not allowed to speak during the football game unless they were asking the men if they needed another beer.

As a white supremacist he would invite his best friend, Dennis Groves, to the summer house in Long Island. Then he would tell Dennis not to hang out on the front porch too long otherwise the sight of his “black essence” would bring down the value of the neighborhood.

My mom bought my dad a sweatshirt that had the words “Super Goy” emblazoned across the front. For those of you that don’t know what a “goy” is, it’s a “non-Jew.” Apparently, playing the part of an anti-semite made all the Jewish girls want to marry him. First my mom, Mona, and then his second wife, Wendy.

When Richard and Mona first met it was taboo for a Jewish gal to date a Catholic, German man. Her family was dead set against this union. They refused to attend their wedding.

My father told me that on their wedding day he phoned my grandparents and said, “Listen… I love your daughter and she loves me. I’m going to marry her and take care of her.  I know you don’t like my German heritage or my religion, so you don’t have to show up for me, but I need you to show up for her, and support her on her day.”

I’m sure my mom’s parents sensed he was a man of conviction, and they showed up. At the wedding, my dad promised Mona’s parents that he would love her for the rest of her life, and he would raise their children to know about the Jewish traditions.

He kept his word.

We celebrated Christmas and Easter, and Passover and Hanukah. Every year my German Catholic father placed a yarmulke on top of his head and read prayers from the Torah in Hebrew.

Toward the end of my grandmother’s life she said to me, “I need to tell you something about your father.”

I didn’t know what to expect. I was a teenager at that time, and wasn’t much interested in knowing anything about my father.

She said, “I didn’t approve of your father when Mona brought him home. I didn’t think he was the right choice for her. But, your mother knew better. Your father was the best choice she could have ever made. He is a good man.”

I think one of the greatest gifts I’ve ever given my father was on his 80th birthday. I told him what my grandmother said about him when she was on her deathbed. His eyes glossed over, his lips tightened, and he formed a downward smile, to hold in his emotions. He said, “I never knew she felt that way about me.”

My dad was an avid hiker and camper. Every year he took us camping to Fire Island or upstate New York in the Adirondack Mountains. While other kids were enjoying Disney world, riding the Magic Mountain rollercoaster and eating cotton candy, we were hiking up mountains in search of  hidden ponds, crossing small streams, and getting attacked by leeches and mosquitoes.

I wanted to go to Disneyland with the rest of the kids, but the best place for us was out in nature and my dad knew it.

A place he particularly liked was a large reservoir called Indian Lake. One of the rocky islands in the lake had a tall cliff that was fifteen feet above the water.

My dad piled us into a metal dinghy with a six-mph engine and took us to the cliff. He was the first one to jump off and test the safety and depth of the water.

It was safe but I was way too scared to jump. Fifteen feet is a big drop, especially for a scrawny little six-year old kid!

He brought me to the edge of the cliff and said, “Don’t look down.” Then he held my hand and said, “We’re going to jump in on three.  One…two… three!” And, whether I was ready or not, we jumped.

My father taught me how to take big leaps into life: don’t be afraid, just take that leap.

Growing up in Queens, New York, my oldest brother was frequently in trouble. One night when I was twelve years old, I heard a ruckus on the front lawn. I opened the door and saw twenty or thirty guys standing with baseball bats, thick link chains and crowbars.

One guy told me, “Go back into the house and send Beaman, out.”

So, I went back into the house and into the kitchen, where my father was enjoying his dinner and nightly bottle of beer.

“Dad, I think some guys are looking for Ricky. They’ve got bats and stuff, and there’s a lot of them.”

My father exhaled heavily. He took another bite of his dinner, swallowed a gulp of Grolsch (beer), then headed toward the front door. He warned me to stay inside and keep the door locked. I did as I was told and sat and watched the drama unfold outside through the window.

He stepped out onto the front porch and asked what the problem was.

A big guy, covered in tattoos, wearing a leather biker vest, blue jeans ripped at the knees, and holding a crowbar said, “We’re looking for Beaman.”

“I’m Beaman. What do you want?”

“We’re not looking for you old man, we’re looking for your son.”

My father walked down the steps and stood directly in front of the big guy. The thug was a full head taller than my father, and at least sixty pounds heavier. My dad tilted his head up and talked directly into the big guy’s face.

“If you’ve got a problem with any Beaman, you’ve got a problem with me.”

The big guy laughed, “C’mon old man. Go back inside. You can’t take us all on.”

“I’m not taking everyone on. I’m taking you on. And, when your punk friends watch me knock your lights out they are going to run away.”

The big guy didn’t say anything. He pulled his head back and looked at my father in disbelief. My father stared back, and then made good on his threat. He took two steps away from the big guy, balled his huge hands into fists, and took a fighting stance.

“You have ten seconds to get off my property.”

The big guy hesitated. He nervously looked around at his friends, and then looked back at my father.

My father started counting down from ten.

“We got no beef with you, old man.”

My father continued counting.. “7, 6, 5…. ”

The big guy said to the other guys, “C’mon, let’s go.”

They quickly disassembled. I never saw those any of those guys on my lawn again.

There were two you didn’t do to Richard Beaman; you didn’t threaten him or anyone he loved, and you didn’t interrupt his dinner.

After childhood, I became an unruly teenager and grew distant from my father. I didn’t understand him at all. He had a big tough exterior and that’s all I saw.

At 18 eighteen years old I worked as a bartender in Manhattan. One day an electrician working on a construction site up the block came into the bar for a beer. He heard someone call me by my last name.

He looked up and said, “Beaman? By any chance, are you related to Dick Beaman?”

“Yep, that’s my dad.”

He immediately walked back out of the bar, and soon came back with no less than fifteen or twenty construction workers. He pointed at me and said, “That’s Dick Beaman’s kid.”

They all just stood there and stared at me. A few of them wanted to shake my hand.

I said, “How do you know my dad?”

And, a complete stranger sat down and told me a story about my father.

My dad worked as an Electrician for Local 3 and was going to school at night to become a lawyer. After he passed the bar exam he sued Local 3 for the rights of the workers. Local 3 was infuriated because they didn’t want to dish out more money or benefits to the workers. The local 3 “henchmen” would wait for my father, wielding bats and link chains. They threatened his life on a daily basis and told him to give up his fight against the union or he and his family would suffer the consequences. He got into quite a few physical altercations with the tough guys. But, my dad stood his ground. He fought the union, in the streets and in the courthouse, until they gave the workers the rights they deserved. Today Local 3 has one of the best benefit packages for their workers because of my father’s steadfast determination to stand up and fight injustice.

Every day I worked in that bar another electrician would come in just to shake my hand, tell me their name, and ask me to relay their “thanks” to my dad. Some of the older guys would sit and tell me stories about him. On the outside I listened to these stories, but on the inside, I didn’t let any of it penetrate my heart. At that time in my life I hated my dad and didn’t understand him at all!

My mom confided in me that my father was highly sensitive and deeply hurt that I was staying out late at night, smoking and cursing like a drunken sailor, sleeping around, and getting high on drugs. He wanted a better life for me. He thought I deserved better than what I was giving myself but, he couldn’t express his pain to me. Instead he got angry, withdrew, and stopped speaking with me.

The apple doesn’t fall far from the tree, so I got angry and stopped speaking to him, too. From the time I was fifteen until I was twenty-two years old we barely uttered one word to each other. Except on Christmas, when we would say… “uhm… Merry Christmas” to each other.  And, I would walk away and mumble under my breath, “jerk.”

It wasn’t until my mom’s battle with cancer when I was 22 years old that I began understanding my father.

I remember coming home one day and watching my parents slowly walking up the block holding hands. They stopped walking, and she leaned up against him for support. She was exhausted from the chemo and radiation treatments. They continued walking a few more steps and she stopped and leaned up against him once more. He reached down, picked her up, and carried her in his arms, the way a man would carry his bride across the threshold. Then, after about 15 feet he set her down gently, and they began walking hand in hand. Every few feet he would pick her up and carry her again, and again, until they disappeared around the corner.

At one point during mom’s illness she weighed only 78 pounds, had lost all of her beautiful red curls, and was physically unable to get out of bed. My father would come home from the courthouse and immediately go to my mom’s bedside and give her a kiss.

He would lean over and say, “Hello boopsy doodle. How’s by you?” She would open her eyes and smile. Then he would poke her nose and say, “Have you been loafing around all day moochin’ off of me again?”

No matter how many times he said it, and no matter how weak she was, it always made her giggle.

My father taught me that loyalty and love are synonymous.

It took cancer and the death of my mother for me to see my father from the inside out. Once I understood him, it was easy for me to love and appreciate him. It’s amazing how tragedy has a way of opening the heart.

Two weeks after mom died, my father and I were driving back to Queens from Union Square Farmer’s market in NYC. He loved shopping at the farmer’s market every week to pick-up scones, muffins, apple cider, pies, and pear chutney for the family.

Staring straight ahead at the road, he said, “How can I take care of you kids without your mother? I can’t do this without Mona.”  And, that was the second time I’ve ever seen my father cry.  The first time was when he buried his sweetheart two weeks prior.

He said, “It wasn’t supposed to end like this. We were supposed to grow old together.”

He was right about not being able to care for us without my mom. He could financially support us, but couldn’t effectively communicate and share his heartfelt emotions. He could provide food, shelter, protection and everything else we needed for our physical survival, but he couldn’t express his deep concerns about his children.

He was strong on the outside, and soft on the inside.

When my dad suffered his stroke his physical body was not the same and it caused him a great deal of frustration and emotional pain. He never fully regained strength in his left leg and walked with a limp.  He was also stubborn as an ox and refused to use the cane they gave him at the rehabilitation center (picture at right), so he fell quite a few times.

The stroke put my dad into immediate retirement, and he could no longer do what he loved: work, provide support, and take care of people. This caused him deep sadness.

There’s a great quote by Robert Byrne, “The purpose of life is a life of purpose.”

After my dad’s stroke, I think he felt a sense of purposelessness. Over the last year and a half of his life, he was more often depressed than happy. His usual wit and sarcasm was less frequent, and he was grumpy more often. The grandkids, and us adult kids, even started calling him Grumpa instead of Grampa.

Although, NEVER to his face because he was still pretty strong and could have easily knocked our lights out.

On December 18th, 2011 my father was struck and killed by a truck in Long Island. And, although his death was tragic, I think he was ready for it.  We, on the other hand, were not. It happened so suddenly.

But, that’s life.

It’s obvious that there was some work that needed to be done in universe and God called upon the hardest working man he knew. He said to his angels, “Go get Richard Beaman. Right now!  We need him up here.”

And, my father’s work on this planet was complete.

My father was my mentor and my hero. I am the person I am today because of his influence on my life.

I, Andrea Beth Beaman, am the proud daughter of Richard Edward Beaman.

He was a man of strong character.  He didn’t do anything meekly – he did everything to the tenth power.

And, his big presence in this world is greatly missed.



  • Andrea,
    What a wonderful tribute to your father! I had tears in my eyes. His strong will is in you as you continue to spread your healthy ways.

    • Andrea Beaman

      Thank you, Letitia!

  • Roberta Duncan

    …what a great read…a great tribute to your father…thanks for writing and posting this…I am emotionally moved and inspired…again, thank you…

    • Andrea Beaman

      So happy to hear you’re inspired! That’s great. Thank you.

  • Melissa Glick

    wow. tears flowing:) what a beautiful tribute…inspiring. xoxoxo

    • Andrea Beaman

      Thank you for your tears, Melissa. I am picturing your smiling face right now. Love and hugs.

  • Jason

    Thanks for sharing these stories about your awesome dad, Beam. His song continues in YOU.

  • Jackie Davidson

    Honest and filled with insight and love — just like you! Big hugs and kisses to you and Pablo!

  • jean scatuorchio

    A great tribute to your father, and teaches us all how we all interact at different times in our lives. Woudn’t it be great if we had the insight that we have now ! jean S.

  • Maureen Wheeler

    Oh Andrea, this is beautiful. while reading about you and your dad, i was also thinking about me and my dad. Amazingly enough, it did not bring tears to my eyes- rather you gave me a sense a peace. Thank you so much for that gift. I love you. XO

    • Hi Maureen – thanks for sharing your thoughts with me. I know how close you were to your dad, too. Life is good. I love you too!

      Wishing you health,
      Andrea Beaman, HHC, AADP, Chef

  • Tori Quisling

    beautifully written ! xo Tori

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  • Debbie Sharbanee Orol

    Andrea you are an inspiration on living well not just living. Thanks for sharing this beautiful man with us. I miss my dad still after 24 years but know that he watches over me as I know Richard Beaman watches over you! He did many great things in the world and one was bring you into our light

    • @debbiesharbaneeorol:disqus – Thank you! And, I believe that too. They are watching over us and smiling as we continue living our lives to the fullest. Sending you a hug!

  • Mira Zaki

    Such a beautiful account of your father- sending you love and light on this day- this made me cry! I know he’s proud of you, and he’s still around 🙂

    • @mirazaki:disqus – Thank you for your tears. Yes, he’s still around in my actions, in my cells and in my soul. Love and hugs, Andrea

  • Karyn

    I am a stranger reading this as I have to write for someone else how their father was their mentor and I have tears in my eyes. You had an amazing father!

    • @Karyn – thank you for reading and sharing your thoughts. Big hugs to you!

  • Nilda Dontaine

    I was so filled with joy to read this tribute to Dick Beaman. Andrea, I knew your father. I enjoyed his Super Bowl parties and Irish Cream for several years. I also knew his sense of humor and generosity. When one of our judges was very ill with pancreatic cancer, Dick gave her a great life celebration party at his home so that many of us from the courthouse could spend time enjoying life with her. Your father was extremely proud of you. You have his heart and tenacity. God bless. Nilda de los Santos-Dontaine

    • @nildadontaine:disqus Thank you for sharing the story about the Judge with pancreatic cancer, and your thoughts about my dad, and that he was proud of me. I’m proud of him too. He was an all around great guy and I think about him everyday. Sending love to you and Bronx Family Court (he loved working there).